It is like spitting into the wind.

It sometimes reminds me of what I have experienced even now.
God!

I deeply regret......

It is mortifying to be called names in public.

But..

I have NOT revenged anything.
I really trust you. I rely on you.
It is like spitting into the wind. (The wind blows it back into one's face.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXC8QlYPKVg
An evil deed calls forth fearful retribution in the future even though it doesn't now.
She deserves the punishment.／It serves her right.

Everything goes around. One mustn't want something in return. If one does something good to someone, another one gives him/or her good. On the contrary one has to pay the piper if he/or she does something bad.

I'll follow you. Give me your light.